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I guess everyone wishes to find a "group" of friends where they belong and they can feel free to be themselves to the fullest. Or at least a couple people that accept them as they are. I've found my people.
I'm never home, I barely even sleep in my own bed. My roomates and I are growing more distant everyday, but I guess I never expected us to be friends forever.
I make sure to carry a toothbrush with me and a change of clothes just in case, since I barely sleep at home.
There's a sane balance in my life at the moment, even though not all of my friends are part of the same group, I get to hang out with all of them during the week. School is good, with the exception of one class, I found enjoyment in school again, especially french. Work is work. The mom and I are closer, I'm not gonna run and tell her all my drunken experiences but we're close enough. I have my free moments where I just chill by myself and it's great. I even spend time with the neighbors again and Evyn and I are good again. Boys...they come and go, not a priority. If I find a guy who doesn't mind my lifestyle and embraces my friends then he'll be welcomed, but for now it's whatever. Finally, I'm making a point of keeping in touch with Abel, there's a reason why we always come back to each other after a long period of absence. Some friendships are worth the fight. I like to think he's worth it.
and as long as they love me for my random, mostly inappropriate comments, crazy facial expressions, odd sense of humor, talkativeness, far out musical taste, unexplainable hyperness at all times and my passion for singing and acting...then I guess we'll continue being friends.
I'm never home, I barely even sleep in my own bed. My roomates and I are growing more distant everyday, but I guess I never expected us to be friends forever.
I make sure to carry a toothbrush with me and a change of clothes just in case, since I barely sleep at home.
There's a sane balance in my life at the moment, even though not all of my friends are part of the same group, I get to hang out with all of them during the week. School is good, with the exception of one class, I found enjoyment in school again, especially french. Work is work. The mom and I are closer, I'm not gonna run and tell her all my drunken experiences but we're close enough. I have my free moments where I just chill by myself and it's great. I even spend time with the neighbors again and Evyn and I are good again. Boys...they come and go, not a priority. If I find a guy who doesn't mind my lifestyle and embraces my friends then he'll be welcomed, but for now it's whatever. Finally, I'm making a point of keeping in touch with Abel, there's a reason why we always come back to each other after a long period of absence. Some friendships are worth the fight. I like to think he's worth it.
and as long as they love me for my random, mostly inappropriate comments, crazy facial expressions, odd sense of humor, talkativeness, far out musical taste, unexplainable hyperness at all times and my passion for singing and acting...then I guess we'll continue being friends.