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Alright I'm drunk and I think that's the only time I can be completely honest with myself and with anyone else.
I'm in love with my new friends, yeah I'm aware that my best friends might hate them but, I like the dancing, the music and the conversations. I like the getting out of bed at 1 am to go visit some people and stay there until obscene hours in the morning, just hanging out, watching movies or having silly conversations about zombies and stealing movies from blockbuster. I love my tattoo, it was a spur of the moment thing, but most wonderful things always are. Me and Nohely are not talking, I guess it was the same situation me and Jader were in, we just have nothing in common anymore, we grew apart somehow. I hate that I'm still attracted to assholes, but for some reason I think this one is different, which is no different from what I thought of the last asshole. I just got off the phone with him and his brother and ha I'm listening to some bachata right now, wishing I was back at Franco's place dancing some salsa with Aleksay and taking care of my drunk Kelsey and Sheila.
Blah, I must sober up before I go to bed, because I hate going to sleep when my head is spinning, maybe I should not have had that last shot with Kenny or drank that last beer with Alex, oh well. I have to wake up in about 4 hours so me and Katie can go to the Asian festival...the things I do for my social life, I wish I was as dedicated with school.
I'm in love with my new friends, yeah I'm aware that my best friends might hate them but, I like the dancing, the music and the conversations. I like the getting out of bed at 1 am to go visit some people and stay there until obscene hours in the morning, just hanging out, watching movies or having silly conversations about zombies and stealing movies from blockbuster. I love my tattoo, it was a spur of the moment thing, but most wonderful things always are. Me and Nohely are not talking, I guess it was the same situation me and Jader were in, we just have nothing in common anymore, we grew apart somehow. I hate that I'm still attracted to assholes, but for some reason I think this one is different, which is no different from what I thought of the last asshole. I just got off the phone with him and his brother and ha I'm listening to some bachata right now, wishing I was back at Franco's place dancing some salsa with Aleksay and taking care of my drunk Kelsey and Sheila.
Blah, I must sober up before I go to bed, because I hate going to sleep when my head is spinning, maybe I should not have had that last shot with Kenny or drank that last beer with Alex, oh well. I have to wake up in about 4 hours so me and Katie can go to the Asian festival...the things I do for my social life, I wish I was as dedicated with school.