i was happier then with no mind-set
this is what i always wanted: freedom, but it also brings the responsibilities and some other issues you have to deal with
why did he have to go and complicate things?
things were much simpler then...
why did he have to go and confuse me?
why did he have to go and show his true colors?
why couldn't we work out?
the one who understood the craziness that is me just gave up trying to figure me out
why did he have to go and end this?
we used to look after each other, when did that end?
boys will be boys and they will always find a way to confuse my life in some way.
however, my friendships seem to be growing stronger with the distance.
some friendships i've been distancing myself from and i'm sorry. i love them so much, i don't know why i push them away...
some have remained as strong...
some have slowly faded, even though i wished things remained as they were...
some have come from unexpected places and i'm glad they have
and me...i just keep changing
i like changes, i guess
i'm ready and though i wish things could be simple, like they were 10 years ago, i know this is part of growing up and i finally think i'm ready. i will always be a child at heart, but now i will act the part of the 18 year old that i am, yep! time to grow up...while still enjoying every minute of this life, every breath, so hopefully 10 years from now i can look back and say, yeah! those were the best years of my life...
why did he have to go and complicate things?
things were much simpler then...
why did he have to go and confuse me?
why did he have to go and show his true colors?
why couldn't we work out?
the one who understood the craziness that is me just gave up trying to figure me out
why did he have to go and end this?
we used to look after each other, when did that end?
boys will be boys and they will always find a way to confuse my life in some way.
however, my friendships seem to be growing stronger with the distance.
some friendships i've been distancing myself from and i'm sorry. i love them so much, i don't know why i push them away...
some have remained as strong...
some have slowly faded, even though i wished things remained as they were...
some have come from unexpected places and i'm glad they have
and me...i just keep changing
i like changes, i guess
i'm ready and though i wish things could be simple, like they were 10 years ago, i know this is part of growing up and i finally think i'm ready. i will always be a child at heart, but now i will act the part of the 18 year old that i am, yep! time to grow up...while still enjoying every minute of this life, every breath, so hopefully 10 years from now i can look back and say, yeah! those were the best years of my life...