Osaka.
I'm in Osaka now, in my host sister's house and the keyboard, among many many other things, is completely different from what I'm used to. God, so much has happened in this week, and I've only been out of the house for hardly 8 days. I had a summer romance, Alexis -- with, as you probably can guess, Nick. It was bittersweet, because I thought I was stronger than I really am, that I thought I could detach myself utterly when the time came to part, but I guess my mind doesn't work that way.
I'm a little scared, still, and very homesick. I came to tears yesterday, but thankfully, they didn't see. I don't know what to do a lot of times, so I do the things that YFU told me not to do ... like sleep. I slept about 12 hours last night and woke up at various intervals to oga-san's snoring, at which I put in my earphones and just turned on the music a little higher or so.
I don't have anything else to say for now ... because I need to take care in doling out internet time, and I do want to e-mail the other YFUers to see how they're doing.
Do leave messages, as I long for all of your words and I miss all of you dearly.