Family Reunion
So, apparently there's the Great Big Family Reunion being planned Way Down in New York for this October. I mean HUGE family reunion with people whom I'd never heard of. I got a "newsletter" last night in the mail (mailed to my address of four years ago!) Apparently there's a DVD being made with pictures of ALL the family members (those that send some in).
Thing that bugs me is that I spend four days with my mother, my FAMILY, and NO ONE bothered to fucking mention this grandiose family reunion. (My uncle apparently gave them my address o_O)
I have no fucking idea what to think anymore. On one hand, it was my sister's wedding, so maybe Great Big Family Reunions that would require massive traveling expenses (again!) weren't high on anyone's priority. Also taking into account that my grandmother is STILL dying, still sick, and my mother and aunts and uncles are STILL by her bedside, just waiting. So, you know, maybe it just innocently slipped their minds.
Or, maybe not.
I don't know.
I have no idea where these paranoid feelings of rejection come from. If they're real, or just imagined.