Because they have eyes
It’s one of the reason she hates going to school,
And one of the reason she hates going to dances
It’s one of the reason she doesn’t like hanging out
And one of the reason she prefers to stay at home..
It’s because they have eyes.
Humans have eyes.
Eyes that can see her flaws and watch her make mistakes
Their eyes judge and tell her she’s unwanted
They make her feel ugly and uncomfortable
Their eyes can see her grotesque, fat little body
They make her feel insecure to the point of wanting to disappear.
She is a very insecure person.
Just knowing people can see her makes her mind leap into instant a self bashing mode.
No one even has to say a word to trigger thoughts like “Fat goth chick” “Fucking ugly little bitch” “Stupid whore” and “Chubby bitch”.
Self-esteem crushing words are repeated over and over as her mind goes on a verbal onslaught.
Though they are her own thoughts she often comes to believes that they are shared by the people around her.
She loves her friends but they have eyes too
They can see her for who she is and it’s nothing pretty.
Though they may not say anything it doesn’t take away the fact that they can see. Though “fat bitch” may not be what she hears when she is around them other rude comments echo from her brain. She knows good and well that her friends don’t think those things about her but it doesn’t keep her from thinking so anyway.
And one of the reason she hates going to dances
It’s one of the reason she doesn’t like hanging out
And one of the reason she prefers to stay at home..
It’s because they have eyes.
Humans have eyes.
Eyes that can see her flaws and watch her make mistakes
Their eyes judge and tell her she’s unwanted
They make her feel ugly and uncomfortable
Their eyes can see her grotesque, fat little body
They make her feel insecure to the point of wanting to disappear.
She is a very insecure person.
Just knowing people can see her makes her mind leap into instant a self bashing mode.
No one even has to say a word to trigger thoughts like “Fat goth chick” “Fucking ugly little bitch” “Stupid whore” and “Chubby bitch”.
Self-esteem crushing words are repeated over and over as her mind goes on a verbal onslaught.
Though they are her own thoughts she often comes to believes that they are shared by the people around her.
She loves her friends but they have eyes too
They can see her for who she is and it’s nothing pretty.
Though they may not say anything it doesn’t take away the fact that they can see. Though “fat bitch” may not be what she hears when she is around them other rude comments echo from her brain. She knows good and well that her friends don’t think those things about her but it doesn’t keep her from thinking so anyway.