Nov 29, 2003 22:36
Yikes. What to update about. Things have been nonchalant lately. Thanksgiving was bullshit. I honestly dont understand why we celebrate it. Its like, Hey Indians, we kicked you off your land because you dont believe in owning it, now we need food so thanks for sharing it with us even though we are complete bastards. And i did not feel like I should have been thankful for this particular meal more than any other? Why did we pick this meal to express how much we are thankful?
I dont give a shit though.
Today this kid at my work said something was 'Dank as nuggs' today. I have no fucking clue what it is suppose to mean, but I feel like I should be incorporating it into my vocabulary.
I am also on my laptop. This is risky you see because i have to use my brother's modem card and he could come home at any second! I'm a badass.
Today is saturday, but it definately does not feel this way. I feel like it is sunday over and over. Also, i cannot find a lot of my shirts. They just kind of disappear. I wear the same ones over and over anyway.
PS this neil perry album is enjoyable. I love when the guy screams. The names of the songs are clever too.
One day i'm going to post pictures. When i figure it out. Blah, i'm so fucking lazy. I want to post the christmas lights my madre put up. Maybe i will figure it out later.
okay bye.
ps. I cant figure out how to post pictures.
ps. I am mad that i have to go fucking downtown to take my sats again.
ps. Stop trying to be someone you're not
ps. I secretly cant stand you
ps. Everything about you I hate
ps. I want you to look in the mirror and be sickened by the person that you are
ps. You make me feel like shit
ps. I dont think you are cool
ps. You shouldnt think you are cool because you are the epitome of everything that isnt.
ps. Thinking about you sometimes makes me sick
ps. Dont do things because you think they are cool
ps. Get your own identity
ps. When i think about you and i'm not sick, i laugh because i've realized how dumb you are
ps. I hate your attitude because it doesnt work for you
ps. You are funny to watch because you make a fool of yourself by the shit you say
ps. I dont even care if you find out this is about you
ps. I'm not kissing your ass anymore
ps. Wow, i realized that you mean nothing to me
ps. I dont feel bad for hurting you anymore, i enjoy it really
ps. Fuck you
ps. I love how i know for a fact i'm not the only one who feels this way
ps. This better be a mother fucking reality check
ps. You are not who you think you are
ps. You are nothing but a cheaper version of someone else you want to be.
ps. You arent even worth the time or energy I just spent to write this.
ps. You arent worth anything