*Sigh* update time
okay ... so
~*~Wednesday~*~
skipped brass tech 0:-)
conducting midterm ... i ahve no idea how idid, but i hope i did well
-i really need to do well in that class-
watched deitline smash his baton an hour before the midterm
- his face turn as red as the light that glows red in the loby-
--sadly as mean and terrible as this sounds ... seeing his face turn that red made me laugh--
got my haircut
went shopping for hours on end
had to run home and start a paper that needed to be finished by 9:30 the next morning
went to bed super late
never got to talk to kris :-(
~*~Thursday~*~
got up earlier than usual, after being up later than normal
skipped aural skills to finish paper
got yelled at a lot in my voice lesson
-she's getting stricter with me-
--i don't like it --
got yelled at in band
-my tensed up shoulders were making mr. wery tense-
ran errands around guilderland like a chicken with my head cut off
then went to chancel choir
- didnt suck as much as usual -
--i still hated it--
got home to find out Kris couldnt go with me to potsdam fri-sat cuz his parents said so
-it made me cry-
--i was really looking forward to seeing him and spending time with him--
---i wanted him to know what i'd have to be making choices form as well---
cried on the phone to him a lot
then cried myself to sleep
~*~Friday~*~
got home from school and found skittles dead in her cage when she was ok the night before :-(
Drove through the lathem circle for the first time ...... all by myself!!!!!!!
got a migrane
-had to listen to litle kids on squeaky instruments and squeaking balloons-
--made my headache worse--
skipped MCE cuz my migrane was so bad ... Mrs. Heilman was looking at me like she didn't believe i was sick
-she can not believe me all she wants, but that doesn't make the fact i ahd a bad migrane, any less true-
sat in the car for hours on end holding kris bear ...
...head hurting, feeling like crap, wanting to cry cuz i missed kris so much
~*~Saturday~*~
wandered around potsdam
saw dan
sae dave schieber
didn't run into tyler ;-D
-didnt feel like squeaking-
i got a hoodie
met the head of the music department.
-he's very impressed with mr.wery and dr.meckley, likes them a lot-
--becasue of that and how he said somethings to me as he wassaying goodbye mom thinks he was impressed with me and that i ahve a chance--
---haha, shes funny---
decided if i go there, i'm getting a suite or a single ... i can't handel a double, too small
-and im not sure i wanna deal with people all the time ... you know how i am-
finally got to talk to kris ... love him so much
~*~Sunday~*~
oh thats today
its been interesting
went to skidmore for a master class i thought it was stupid
the guy was teaching them how to act as though they were in a musical not just preforming a song ... i didn't see the point to the whole thing
the only guy (a tenor) was amazing
he reminded me of the dude who plays harry potter
jess disagrees
yay for fun times in the car ... its always interesting when were together
haven't talked to kris yet today :-[
but i get to see him tomorrow and cuddle ... he promised ;-D
that makes me happy
i hope i sleep well tonight
doubt i will
I love you kris!!!! :-* ♥
RIP Skittles
I miss seeing her in her cage, she always ran over to see me
*tears*
~*~Wednesday~*~
skipped brass tech 0:-)
conducting midterm ... i ahve no idea how idid, but i hope i did well
-i really need to do well in that class-
watched deitline smash his baton an hour before the midterm
- his face turn as red as the light that glows red in the loby-
--sadly as mean and terrible as this sounds ... seeing his face turn that red made me laugh--
got my haircut
went shopping for hours on end
had to run home and start a paper that needed to be finished by 9:30 the next morning
went to bed super late
never got to talk to kris :-(
~*~Thursday~*~
got up earlier than usual, after being up later than normal
skipped aural skills to finish paper
got yelled at a lot in my voice lesson
-she's getting stricter with me-
--i don't like it --
got yelled at in band
-my tensed up shoulders were making mr. wery tense-
ran errands around guilderland like a chicken with my head cut off
then went to chancel choir
- didnt suck as much as usual -
--i still hated it--
got home to find out Kris couldnt go with me to potsdam fri-sat cuz his parents said so
-it made me cry-
--i was really looking forward to seeing him and spending time with him--
---i wanted him to know what i'd have to be making choices form as well---
cried on the phone to him a lot
then cried myself to sleep
~*~Friday~*~
got home from school and found skittles dead in her cage when she was ok the night before :-(
Drove through the lathem circle for the first time ...... all by myself!!!!!!!
got a migrane
-had to listen to litle kids on squeaky instruments and squeaking balloons-
--made my headache worse--
skipped MCE cuz my migrane was so bad ... Mrs. Heilman was looking at me like she didn't believe i was sick
-she can not believe me all she wants, but that doesn't make the fact i ahd a bad migrane, any less true-
sat in the car for hours on end holding kris bear ...
...head hurting, feeling like crap, wanting to cry cuz i missed kris so much
~*~Saturday~*~
wandered around potsdam
saw dan
sae dave schieber
didn't run into tyler ;-D
-didnt feel like squeaking-
i got a hoodie
met the head of the music department.
-he's very impressed with mr.wery and dr.meckley, likes them a lot-
--becasue of that and how he said somethings to me as he wassaying goodbye mom thinks he was impressed with me and that i ahve a chance--
---haha, shes funny---
decided if i go there, i'm getting a suite or a single ... i can't handel a double, too small
-and im not sure i wanna deal with people all the time ... you know how i am-
finally got to talk to kris ... love him so much
~*~Sunday~*~
oh thats today
its been interesting
went to skidmore for a master class i thought it was stupid
the guy was teaching them how to act as though they were in a musical not just preforming a song ... i didn't see the point to the whole thing
the only guy (a tenor) was amazing
he reminded me of the dude who plays harry potter
jess disagrees
yay for fun times in the car ... its always interesting when were together
haven't talked to kris yet today :-[
but i get to see him tomorrow and cuddle ... he promised ;-D
that makes me happy
i hope i sleep well tonight
doubt i will
I love you kris!!!! :-* ♥
RIP Skittles
I miss seeing her in her cage, she always ran over to see me
*tears*