Nov 23, 2005 23:00
ha at my grandparents.......doing pretty much nothing except flying this blimp thing around their house w/ camel and drew....yea we r pretty cool....
so anyways my shoulder hurts veryyy bad at the moment...i dont think i ever reallly explained what was wrong w/ it......so here it goes.
As of all the needles i got stuck in my arms..:( ....these are the results.
1.) i have a mild brucitis in my shoulder-----and inpingement/compression---fluid and all that great stuff.
2.) i have a "sick" scapula
3.) i tore my labrum (right below the rotator cuff..painful)
4.)and the worst of all i have thoracic outlit syndrome.....and it huuuuurrrtttssss..it will start in my shoulder and sents these pains down my arm into my elbow into my wrist and i cant feel my 4th and pinky finger,
so i have been to fort worth twice so far to see the doctor and now i get to go again in two weeks cuz they just got back another one of my tests and they are "concerned".....
right now they have being doing rehab 3 days a week for it...and i dont get to do all that nice feel good stuff all the other people get to do..but i have to do all this stuff that really makes it hurt...and it sucks....so i havent picked up a racket since we played elpaso...about a month ago i think.......and i get to tryy and play again in january ifff this guy in dallas says its ok....so i hope i can do that...idk if i can play for central this spring or not though...i reallllly hope so...or else i will be really sad....this whole thing makes me depressed cuz its just so frustrating...i want to play but i cant...and it hurts and i wish it would just get better...but its going to take a lonnnnnnng time...or thats what my guy told me today....:'/............
o well tomorrows thanksgiving,,,,happy thanksgiving evvvverybody...:)
chris what would i do with out you--i have no idea,:) :) :)