My head hurt's
I can not believe i'm feeling crap again!
it's just not fair. migraine combined with blocked sinus = very sore head. hence why I din't update as promised yesterday!
Still I got my essay finished, and i'm actually happy with it. which makes a change. still it is only the first of four I have to do this year, so i'm trying to avoid relaxing too much.
My lecturer's have decided the maths i'm doing is beyond their level so I'm going to have to have new proffs teaching me this semester. Not fair, I was meant to be working with my fave lecturer this semester. :O( and i'm bad at dealing with change! I was meant to be clever enough to be allowed to do what I want, not clever enough to have to move!
i'm not allowed to talk about it at home, Joe thinks i'm being arrogant, he doesn't seem to get i'm actually worried about it. before I got to uni I had only had three maths teacher my whole life. one throughout my whole primary education, one through all my secondary and the other through both my further ed courses. I got four new ones two years ago at uni and i had just got used to them hen I have to move up a level again.
Still feeling ill again is good for the waist. not much feeling like eating.
I'm ment to be going out with a friend for his 30th tonight, (isn't he old!) but I need to go get some drugs first, my head needs to be a little less sore! have another migraine pill then get something to make me a little less congested.
The lax reduction is getting easier, think I might try none on Monday or Friday next week.
Dr Phill is on talking to ana's, one just said if you told me I could live for 90 years at 300lb's or 5 years at 70 i would take the 5 years. know how they feel, but if I could be 300lb and happy, well that would be a diffrent story....
keep smiling, life gets better :O)
it's just not fair. migraine combined with blocked sinus = very sore head. hence why I din't update as promised yesterday!
Still I got my essay finished, and i'm actually happy with it. which makes a change. still it is only the first of four I have to do this year, so i'm trying to avoid relaxing too much.
My lecturer's have decided the maths i'm doing is beyond their level so I'm going to have to have new proffs teaching me this semester. Not fair, I was meant to be working with my fave lecturer this semester. :O( and i'm bad at dealing with change! I was meant to be clever enough to be allowed to do what I want, not clever enough to have to move!
i'm not allowed to talk about it at home, Joe thinks i'm being arrogant, he doesn't seem to get i'm actually worried about it. before I got to uni I had only had three maths teacher my whole life. one throughout my whole primary education, one through all my secondary and the other through both my further ed courses. I got four new ones two years ago at uni and i had just got used to them hen I have to move up a level again.
Still feeling ill again is good for the waist. not much feeling like eating.
I'm ment to be going out with a friend for his 30th tonight, (isn't he old!) but I need to go get some drugs first, my head needs to be a little less sore! have another migraine pill then get something to make me a little less congested.
The lax reduction is getting easier, think I might try none on Monday or Friday next week.
Dr Phill is on talking to ana's, one just said if you told me I could live for 90 years at 300lb's or 5 years at 70 i would take the 5 years. know how they feel, but if I could be 300lb and happy, well that would be a diffrent story....
keep smiling, life gets better :O)