New Here
hey i am new here, i really like that you can share personal stuff, a lot of other communities just want your stats and your tips and pictures,
i really dont know what to say, i am a cutter, but trying to stop (i made a promise i am trying to keep) i work at as a cashier at a pool and my boyfriend is a lifeguard (he is the one i promised, he used to cut) i always feel chunky and my family is obsessed with weight, it is pretty much the only thing we talk about, and i am the heaviest one in my family (out of the girls) and i cant take the critism anymore, or the comments my mother makes, i have been mia/ana for about 1 year give or take a few months for "recovery" (what a joke) so um, here are my stats,
Height:5'4"
CW:124
HW:128
LW:114
GW:115(short-term goal)
GW:100(long-term goal)
i really dont know what to say, i am a cutter, but trying to stop (i made a promise i am trying to keep) i work at as a cashier at a pool and my boyfriend is a lifeguard (he is the one i promised, he used to cut) i always feel chunky and my family is obsessed with weight, it is pretty much the only thing we talk about, and i am the heaviest one in my family (out of the girls) and i cant take the critism anymore, or the comments my mother makes, i have been mia/ana for about 1 year give or take a few months for "recovery" (what a joke) so um, here are my stats,
Height:5'4"
CW:124
HW:128
LW:114
GW:115(short-term goal)
GW:100(long-term goal)