Killin' me.
My parents found out I purged yesterday and the other day.
Now I have to be watched when I take a shower or something along those lines.
I don't know how they found out...
I guess I'll just have to work out more often.
Idk.
Both of my best friends last posts were depressing.
I'm not being mean, I know they're both depressed in their own ways.
It's just, I was JUST with one of them and she was perfectly happy.
Then this?
I just don't get it.
And there's no way I can help because she won't talk to me about the important things.
Then there's my other friend who lives in SC.
She's lonely.
I understand all that, plus she has a few other family issues.
I'm not saying my friends need to be happy all the time.
I'm just confused because today wasn't so bad...
All i want to do is help my friends and I can't even do that.
And that alone kills me.
Now I have to be watched when I take a shower or something along those lines.
I don't know how they found out...
I guess I'll just have to work out more often.
Idk.
Both of my best friends last posts were depressing.
I'm not being mean, I know they're both depressed in their own ways.
It's just, I was JUST with one of them and she was perfectly happy.
Then this?
I just don't get it.
And there's no way I can help because she won't talk to me about the important things.
Then there's my other friend who lives in SC.
She's lonely.
I understand all that, plus she has a few other family issues.
I'm not saying my friends need to be happy all the time.
I'm just confused because today wasn't so bad...
All i want to do is help my friends and I can't even do that.
And that alone kills me.