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well i am the happiest girl right now because i got a really cute pairof shoes today on sale for 10 bucks. it was awesome, i was walking by the store and i was like goodlord i need them so i bought them and now i am happy. I have been thinking alot latley about the fact that i am almost 21 and with that i can do a nationwide search for my birth parents. now to most this is not alot but this has been something that i have wanted to do since i found out i was adopted. I called the agency and they said that i can do a profile thing where i reg and fill out this paper thing and if my birth parents or any brothers and sisters that are over 18 have then there is a match and they will let me know and give me the info so i would not have to wait till i was 21. this is some of the best news that i have gotten in a while because with the war going on and all that is happening i am wondering if there may be a chance that i could loose the chance to meet them. I know they will never replace my parents or ever have that bond with me but i need to be able to close this chapter in my life or al least start it. there is alot at stake though because if they say that they dont want to meet me or that they dont want contact then i am shit out of luck till 21 and then it is hard to even have them give me the info. okay well that is something huge in my life and it makes me a little nervious but o-well. well the dumb girl at work wont be back till next week so that is something to look forward to. Maggie might be comming in July to visit mostly her boy but i hope to see her at some point as well. My psychology class is going great, i really like it and i find it pretty intresting and i have to take a bunch of the classes for my minor so who knows. i am thinking if i stay another semester if i would be able to minor in childhood development and psychology but we will see. well i should go and be productive...nah. I cleaned spankys cage and now he is a happy hamster with a cage smelling like roses and not shit.