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[anamenot4gotten]

been to work 3 times
worked 8 hours each time.
its kool.
im the only white person
well other then this old women.
but yeah its kool
my bf comes and gets me everday after work
cuz i get off around 2 or 3 am.

i sometimes think
he doesnt want to be with me
i do bitch a lot
and i know it
but i dont know why
and i dont know what about
just everything i could find to bitch about
but ya know he deals with it
which is kool
but i wish i didnt do it as much...

i wish sometimes i could hang out with friends
but then again i dont
all it would do is cause me trouble
the only one i really want to see more
is kelsey

kelsey
what are you doin tomorrow?
if you read this.
call me.
everytime i call you, you dont answer.

well im sorry to you all who has drama
and problems.
i hope that everything works out.
i hope my problems will go away
i cant beleive myself.
i wish i could open up. but i cant.
thats always my problem
a friend taught me that
i need to do it tho.
i really do
but if id dint
i dont think i would have what i have today.

im greateful for what i have
and what you dont.