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[anamenot4gotten]

i cant sleep
things just running through my mind
its pretty dumb but oh well
i hope this goes away soon
i feel horrible
i sometimes been thinkin
my life shouldnt go on...
today was a horrible day
just like the one i had a few weeks ago.
i dont like it
i wish today never happend
or it never happend
i want him to hold me and tell me everythings ok
and my dreams arent making things any better
i dont like nightmares
and ive been having them
since i havent been with him
he seems so far away
and i wish i could talk to him
and tell him whats on my mind
but i dont think i can do that
i dont think that would help him
or me
tomorrow i hope will be a better day
and the days after that
in 11 days everything will be better
everything will go back to normal
well not really
but
i just hope for the best
i guess....
even tho i think the worst
i have nothing else to say
just hoping that when i go to sleep
i dont wake up.
would that makes things better?
it would make me better
buti know it wouldnt make him happy
or a couple other ppl

if only i could turn back the hands of time.