Jun 15, 2005 13:25
does anybody remember back when you where just a kid
did you ever think that you would be this blessed?
sittin here in my room, woke up about an hour ago
dont have to work today which is awesome
are things goin good in my life?
i hope so
im happy to a point.
theres nothin i can do
i go yo work i come home and sleep and do the same thing over and over
yeah imight hang out with my bfs friends
is that fun for me nope
it sure isnt
yeah i must complain a lot maybe cuz im not happy
and im abored
no
did we lose the spark i dont think so
cuz we are the happiest ppl when its just us 2 but when other ppl get in the picture
its diff
its really really different
i hate it but ohwell myabe i jhust have to live with that
is that something everyone goes through
i wouldnt know cuz i dont have the someone to ask questions
and hang out with everyday
dont have inside jokes with anyone
dont try new things together
jsut live the life he wants to live....
do i want a different life no i dont
i just wished i could connect with ppl like i used to
i dotn have that many friends
i know ive said this b4 im a loser
i met this one girl but god damn how stupid and annoying can she be
she was the only person that i could not stand be around...
i hated every moment of it ...
stupid girls...
i dont feel like im a part of his group of friends...
no body talks to me... nobody laughs with me...
its all everyone else... its gay i hate... i cant do anything about it
this is all my fault... what happend to me
why cant i be myself....
i cant change anyone
noone cant change me
i just have to change myself
is that the problem im too much of a bitch
i complain
im mean
god i suck....