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it's hard to be optimistic when bad things keep happening. when i went out to my car this morning, my left side mirror was hanging by a cord. no note, no scratches,(which leads me to believe it was kicked off)not a trace of the asshole who did it. it's soooo soooo hard to not be angry towards people of other races, when all this bad stuff happens-and most of the people in your neighborhood are mexican or black. i'm never racist. but i get really angry when i see my neighbors.
the strokes are playing on tuesday. i have waited and waited to go (julian is "dreamy")( a-class swoon material)but i still haven't bought a ticket. $25 is a lot of money when you don't have a lot. and i think "it's just a show, i'm not going to be any better of a person if i go, and i won't be any worse off if i miss it".
shows just don't interest me anymore.
crowded smoky venues. snobby people. drinks in your lap. doesnt sound like too much joy to me.
i can find many other ways to spend 25 dollars. in chicago. or on the way.
aaaaakkkk. sometimes i just want to stay in bed. that's all i seem to do when i'm not working anyways.
sleep and dream.
i always have dreams that i'm at work. like, this morning, i woke up at 4, thinking: "i have to get evelyn ready for bed!" i do it all the time! i think i just spoil my residents too much that when i'm not at work- i worry about the care they're getting.
i wonder if someone is ever going to reply to my livejournal. probably not.
the strokes are playing on tuesday. i have waited and waited to go (julian is "dreamy")( a-class swoon material)but i still haven't bought a ticket. $25 is a lot of money when you don't have a lot. and i think "it's just a show, i'm not going to be any better of a person if i go, and i won't be any worse off if i miss it".
shows just don't interest me anymore.
crowded smoky venues. snobby people. drinks in your lap. doesnt sound like too much joy to me.
i can find many other ways to spend 25 dollars. in chicago. or on the way.
aaaaakkkk. sometimes i just want to stay in bed. that's all i seem to do when i'm not working anyways.
sleep and dream.
i always have dreams that i'm at work. like, this morning, i woke up at 4, thinking: "i have to get evelyn ready for bed!" i do it all the time! i think i just spoil my residents too much that when i'm not at work- i worry about the care they're getting.
i wonder if someone is ever going to reply to my livejournal. probably not.