Jan 26, 2006 19:13
well maybe.. yea i know I havent written in this thing ages.. just a lot of shit going on.. this semester is gonna be crazy madness lotta work to do for classes and such. I think I figured it out and I'll be able to graduate just fine even with all these extra hours I have to take but I'm not sure yet I have to go talk to my advisors.. so in the last month or so since I last wrote, a lot of unfortunate deaths have happened and it has sucked o well.. sometimes I think saying R.I.P. blah blah blah..does no justice and I have a hard time letting go and not making myself feel somehow guilty. I dont know why I feel guilty and I know I shouldn't.. Dont really even know what I feel guilty of.. not visiting one last time, not saying sorry, or maybe its because I'm still around... So yea hmm on to a more likeable subject...
I've been working out hardcore ever since I got back to TTU. I try to work out only 5 times a week even though Tassie wants to go all 7 but its just no good my body aches too much like that. But I've been doing well and its a lot of fun actually I dont mind it that bad. I havent really done much this semester.. like partying and such just a bit not much.. AT ALL.. I think I'm just growing tired of it all. Or maybe I just need a break. I can't wait to turn 21 though so I dont have to worry about a cop catching me or not being able to have a damn margarita or wine with my dinner which is so nice a lot of the times.
Classes seem good I LUV my Finance and Marketing class! They're really quite interesting. Especially marketing cuz my professor is from New York and he's just hilarious. I really want to go to Europe.. and its making me mad now even more that I can't study abroad.. I wish I was rich.. but o well..