why am i always so angry when i go home..............!!!!!!!!!
so how about i make a damn list of everything im thankful for this thanksgiving......I'm thankful that i have a family that is an utter chaos.. why?... because they make me realize I dont want to be anything like them... im thankful that i have a worthless father.. why?... because I know that I will never treat my kid like that.. I'm thankful that I'm having a shitty Thanksgiving.. why? because it makes me appreciate my life away from "home" so much more.. I"m thankful that I have a boyfriend that isnt a pussy to tell me what he thinks.. why? because I wouldnt have to deal with shit that my friend michelle is dealing with right now............. basically i'm angry at my family, my father, kyle,, life...... anything..
why were holidays invented???????? to make you realize how much you dislike your family and how everyones family is so much more together and less disfunctional and at least attempts to act mature more than my family.. yea i know...
how can a group of people older than 35 and up.. could act less mature and less get together than ME.. the drunk, reckless.. non caring.. "care free" (yea right) college kid.. yea it gets to me sometimes... like now.. yea UGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
why were holidays invented???????? to make you realize how much you dislike your family and how everyones family is so much more together and less disfunctional and at least attempts to act mature more than my family.. yea i know...
how can a group of people older than 35 and up.. could act less mature and less get together than ME.. the drunk, reckless.. non caring.. "care free" (yea right) college kid.. yea it gets to me sometimes... like now.. yea UGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH