old words

Oct 23, 2007 05:28

I'm in the oddest place right now. It's been a good day, for the most part. Right now I'm not happy, not sad, not depressed ... I don't know what I feel. Usually at this time of night I'm edging on to depressed, dreading going to bed and flopping around for a while until I can convince myself to go to sleep.

Right now I feel rather strange, though, because I was just working on adding poetry to my wiki ... and I found the vows I wrote for my wedding in 1992. Didn't know that, did you? Yes, once upon a time I was truly and legally married for about a year and a half, starting in November 1992.

They hit me deeply, even now, even fifteen years later. I wrote those; I meant those, and now they are nothing. Just words on a page.

I'll probably post them later. They're hardly sacred any more. I haven't talked to Angela in some 13 years.

What a way to get back in to the poetic groove, huh?

disturbing_trends, poetry

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