Sep 22, 2006 12:20
I am so disgruntled right now. I'm fad up with work. I'm sick of taking bullshit calls. I am getting burned the fuck out. I've talked to supervisors about getting out of this department and into something else, or at the very least moving up in this department.
We just had another rash of people moving out of this department. There are 2 moving to Network Operations, and one moving to Client Services. This opens up at least two Tier 2 slots in this department. This is what I've wanted for myself ... Tier 2s have a lot more free time than the grunt-level Tier 1s have. That's what I am now. I thought I would get to Tier 2, then use that free time to study for something else.
Well, it looks like they picked their next Tier 2s already, and I'm not one of them. There are 3 people remaining from my class, and I would be the only remaining Tier 1 from that class. I just saw my friend get his offer letter for Tier 2.
I'm happy for him. But I'm sick of it. I'm tired of being happy for other people, and not getting anything for myself. I've been with this company 11 months now. This is the longest I've been in any job. But I have my brain wrapped around it, at this level. All of it. There's no more challenge, despite the fact that this is the best company I've ever worked for. I'm sick of busting my ass and not getting anything for it.
And I just had a soulless bitch call me a liar over the phone. Thanks, lady. I really needed that, especially after you treated me to the intimate details you making yourself a drink. I hope you choke on that ice cube.
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