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I havent worked a morning shift in five months. I have to be at work in 45 minutes(which is at 9am) and I cant believe Im actually awake. Lately Ive had plenty of time to do a lot of soul searching and Im on the path of refinding out who the hell I am. For SO long, I lost myself, caring about what my social status is and where the drugs are at but for the past 6 months of being drug free(cept for weed), Ive been wondering what I was like before the partying. I seriously forgot! A picture made me remember myself in 5 seconds. I remember now, all I was was this huge animal rights activist who become a strict vegetarian/vegan for the cause. I used to educate everyone about this and I forgot about it. Its been 5 or 6 years since I stopped caring altogether about my hard work. Im 22 now. If nothing good happens to me by the end of this year in florida, Im applying for a job with PETA. They are constantly looking for people who would like to work for them. I am very willing to leave my life down here to start a new, wonderful life in Virginia to help my cause. The ONLY thing I would miss down here are my very few, very close friends, they all know who they are.