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well, I had the shittiest birthday. Followed by a really...nice day! then Jareds birthday was very nice! I got laid. Ya know, its weird. Everyone I know is rekindling their romances. I hope that means me and Jared are next because this waiting to know if me and him ever will bullshit is fuckin ripping me to shreads! My mom has taken my car away from me. Shes hid my keys and taken the gas card away. I cant go to jup for a month apparently. I dont know if Jared will think about me or miss me. Thats what I want to know :( My mom has also given me about that long to find an alternate place to live. She said to me "find somewhere else to live or Im shipping you to chicago!" She didnt even know why I came back last night. Jesus christ! I just need a job and some fuckin money so I can move the fuck out! I have to go to chicago in a couple months though. I swear, if I make it through this month, Ill be happy!