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Sean contacted me today. He let me know that hes sorry for hurting me and that his mom died on the 6th of this month. I hated him for SO long but I cant hate him for confiding in me on something that serious. He wants to remain friends, I think I can handle that. I just hate so much how guys FUCK with me! I really think that Im just forever going to be chasing Jared and that I should just give up. I dont think he EVER wants to be with me. I just want love SO badly! Thank god for booze!