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I havent spoken to Scott in 3 days, he does still live here. It kind of sucks losing a friend. Especially if that someone was your best friend of 4 and a half years. I dont know what the outcome may be. Maybe we will still be friends or maybe he cant stand me anymore. Ive been hanging out over at Karls for a few nights now, staying out until 1 or 2am. I dont hate life. Im actually really enjoying life now, but I dont know what happened. I mean, I do, but I dont know why it had to overcome the fact that we have been friends for a while. Hes leaving for 2 weeks soon to go to NC for Thanksgiving. Maybe when he gets back we will be able to talk, I hope. I dont care what we would talk about as long as there is no arguing, insulting or drama in general. I got sick of that game a while ago. He used to be so open to me and happy and we used to share everything together. Lately he hides everything. He hasnt smoked with me in a while all though hes had bud. He can smoke with Elliot, but he cant smoke with me anymore. I wish our friendship could be the way it was before. I smell resin floating in the house right now, which means hes trying to hide smoking from me again. Oh well, what can I do. I like my job, kind of. Ive been keeping busy. Ive also been stoned every night again. Not too shabby. I still want to move to NY next year though. It would be amazing. I dont know where in NY yet, but Rigel has an idea.