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The hurricane has made everything so fucking boring! Weve had a 7pm curfew for the past 3 days and mom hasnt been able to go to work. We dont have cable, so, me and mom have spent 5 days together and we are driving each other insane. I cant wait til everything is back to normal. Then she will go to work and I still need to find a job. I havent done anything in 4 days. I havent even seen anyone, Ive barely talked to anyone, I have been SO bored! Scott has been gone for 3 days. He took my cell phone 2 days ago, then yesterday I called to get it cuz I cant live without my phone and he said "Ill call you back in 3 minutes." An hour and a half later I was pissed, I called like 4 more times and I didnt know what was going on, I was SO pissed! I went over to the house he was at and gave him shit for 5 minutes. Now I dont remember what I said and Im terribly sad! I feel horrible for lashing out at him over my phone. He almost died yesterday and I care about a phone. I wish that hed talk to me. Its been 3 days and it feels like an eternity. I miss him! I cant believe I dont remember what I said, I hate when I do that when Im pissed. I get so mad that I say a bunch of stupid shit and then dont remember what I said, the only thing I know is I always feel bad later on. I hope he talks to me soon. Ive been taking care of his fish since he hasnt been here. I watched Buffy for 7 hours straight 2 days ago, then last night Glena spent the night and we watched 5 episodes and tonight, I think Im going to sleep, now. Ill write again soon, most likely