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I am bored as fuck. I got off work at 430 today and Ive done nothing but sit around the house. I took a nap and have nothing to do. Life has been very weird. I have gotten over Jake, which is very relieving. It does suck, however, that Rigel has moved to Pennsylvania. One friend down. I miss him already! Scott wants to go to the Navy as soon as possible, which means, another friend. Matt is moving to Miami. I wish I could get into the Air Force as soon as possible but I have to get in shape first. Scott hasnt called at all today, feels weird. I think I upset him and I didnt mean to. I had a talk with mom on just how poor we are yesterday and I got into that discussion with him in the 40 minutes that we hung out. I also acted like all I care about is getting high and drinking. I hate that I did that, cuz that isnt what I care about. Im pretty sure I have this minor crush on him and it needs to go away. Oh well! Ill write more tomorrow, or later, depending on how bored I am in an hour or two.