Nov 20, 2006 09:52
I don't know what I'm doing with my life and it's fucking scary.
I want to quit my job by I need 1200 bucks by december 15th. I have a quarter of that in the bank right now. I'm fucked.
I hope I can keep my license.
The only thing I look forward to is Paris in March and getting to eat vegan and veggie delights on thanksgiving. I think veganism is calling me again, for good this time. dairy makes me want to throw up. dairy farming makes me sick. How can I claim to care about animals so much when I eat their fucking products? It makes no sense.
Anyway, I've made some changes in my life. I really wanna go to philly tomorrow and idk why.
I'm trying to move out too. Idk, I can't decide if I want to save up for a place to live or stay at home and get a 240 and start drifting. choices.
This entry started out short and sweet and I don't know what happened.
I've been on an At The Drive In kick lately. They're one of my favorite bands[too bad they're not a band anymore] but lately I've had in/casino/out playing like everyday.
I don't want to go to the doctor today. I'm so hungry and there is nothing to eat except for the thanksgiving food I am not allowed to touch. beat.
I would go out and get christmas presents but I have no friends hahahahaa. my only friends are boys and I never know what to buy boys. silly.
cuteee