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hmm, starting to write in this again, even though no one comments it, I'm sure someone is silently reading it out there somewhere. Today was a better day, I didn't cry a whole lot, I bought a new book and spent time with a friend eating tasty vegan food. I like have vegan/vegetarian friends, I don't feel like an alien when I'm around them. With the exception of you know who, I don't think I can ever date a meat eater again, it just wouldn't feel right. I've been trying to think a lot about life lately, but the thoughts just become twisted up and I forget everything. It's hard to get out of bed sometimes, especially on work days, I can't move. My playlist is always thrice, death cab, boys night out, as i lay dying, a little bit of old glassjaw and thursday.
hmm, sometimes I feel like I settle for second best, I can do better than what's being handed to me. What I want is something completely impossible and unattainable, at least right now. one day there will be a diamond on my finger. haha, yeah right. I have to feeling that I will be all alone with 43843284 little dogs because cats give me asthma attacks. I think all of my luck has ran out.
yeah it ran out.
hmm, sometimes I feel like I settle for second best, I can do better than what's being handed to me. What I want is something completely impossible and unattainable, at least right now. one day there will be a diamond on my finger. haha, yeah right. I have to feeling that I will be all alone with 43843284 little dogs because cats give me asthma attacks. I think all of my luck has ran out.
yeah it ran out.