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So I was watching that show intervention of a&e which is basically about those with addictions. I've always had addictions my whole life...I don't remember much of it as a kid, but during high school food was my addiction. I'd eat so few calories and go out to cross-country with like 400 calories when I should have had 2,000. I would eat a lot around friends if we went out to dinner or something, but I always had to "make up for it". I think about that and I wonder where and why I changed. Now, calories and food are relatively unimportant to me. I don't throw everything away, but I'm not obsessed anymore; there are other things to obsess over now.