So I guess I'll get stoned by myself, as if I have anyone else to run to
Customer Service is fucking ridiculous. Lately I have wanted to tell so many people to fuck off.
-you're wearing the face covering around your neck, what's the point if you're not going to pull it up over your nose when you enter the building. I had to ask you, and it wasn't like you forgot and apologized... why??? And don't fucking call me 'hun'.
-you think I have any say as to when the restaurant is open, you think I chose to be overworked/understaffed?! Get real. I had to walk away from this bitch. That's under the category of 'V is for Very much not my decision'. (LOL Harmontown reference)
-staffing is driving me crazy, like it's not enough, and I am tres burnt out.
-you were getting mad at me for something one of my staff supposedly did, but I take a quick look through one of your reports and pointed out your fuck up. Victorious.
Mondays are the fucking worst. Everything seems to go wrong and I'm basically the only one there to do anything about it. So exhausted, and it wasn't even busy. Just so many little stupid things.
After my chat with DP the other day, I'm getting a little concerned about my fall/winter. I need some structure, routine, or I fall apart. We're very similar that way. Like these days I'm too busy to feel depressed, but that won't last forever. And I don't have pets to keep me going.
BD has inferred that I'll be on at least part time over the fall and winter, that's all I want. I'll likely tell them that, maybe 4 shifts max between simulator and restaurant shifts. I need the time to myself to get my shit together.
Getting some online therapy would be great, but it just seems so strange to manage while being at home with my parents. Like I feel like I could only do it when I was home alone, I would be so self conscious about what I said.
Think I might look into nail tech classes. Just for something to occupy my time. Or some other low commitment online classes, on skillshare or whatever.
I had a really great day Friday. Drove to KW for hangs with D&J, played with the pups, ate ice cream and pizza and watched drag race. Felt like a nice blast of normalcy. But also the driving, I love those solo drives. I just blast my music, mostly my emo faves playlist, and just scream-sing til my throat is nearly gone haha. Much catharsis.
Another 6 day work week is here and I'm not loving it, plus big tournaments. I'm just so exhausted. No energy to do anything post work, just lay in bed and read ff and play SoS.
I just want to go home from work and just not exist for a while, is that too much to ask for? Dang.
-you're wearing the face covering around your neck, what's the point if you're not going to pull it up over your nose when you enter the building. I had to ask you, and it wasn't like you forgot and apologized... why??? And don't fucking call me 'hun'.
-you think I have any say as to when the restaurant is open, you think I chose to be overworked/understaffed?! Get real. I had to walk away from this bitch. That's under the category of 'V is for Very much not my decision'. (LOL Harmontown reference)
-staffing is driving me crazy, like it's not enough, and I am tres burnt out.
-you were getting mad at me for something one of my staff supposedly did, but I take a quick look through one of your reports and pointed out your fuck up. Victorious.
Mondays are the fucking worst. Everything seems to go wrong and I'm basically the only one there to do anything about it. So exhausted, and it wasn't even busy. Just so many little stupid things.
After my chat with DP the other day, I'm getting a little concerned about my fall/winter. I need some structure, routine, or I fall apart. We're very similar that way. Like these days I'm too busy to feel depressed, but that won't last forever. And I don't have pets to keep me going.
BD has inferred that I'll be on at least part time over the fall and winter, that's all I want. I'll likely tell them that, maybe 4 shifts max between simulator and restaurant shifts. I need the time to myself to get my shit together.
Getting some online therapy would be great, but it just seems so strange to manage while being at home with my parents. Like I feel like I could only do it when I was home alone, I would be so self conscious about what I said.
Think I might look into nail tech classes. Just for something to occupy my time. Or some other low commitment online classes, on skillshare or whatever.
I had a really great day Friday. Drove to KW for hangs with D&J, played with the pups, ate ice cream and pizza and watched drag race. Felt like a nice blast of normalcy. But also the driving, I love those solo drives. I just blast my music, mostly my emo faves playlist, and just scream-sing til my throat is nearly gone haha. Much catharsis.
Another 6 day work week is here and I'm not loving it, plus big tournaments. I'm just so exhausted. No energy to do anything post work, just lay in bed and read ff and play SoS.
I just want to go home from work and just not exist for a while, is that too much to ask for? Dang.