Jan 01, 2004 21:39
So last night was quite fun. I first drove around with Erin and Ashley, playing "Like a Virgin" trying to get Doyle to come outside so I could dance for him...but he didn't :(
Then we headed off to Colerain to Rocky's house for the New Year's festivities. Roughly 45 minutes (I'm assuming- I'm not that good with time and shit) after we got there, he rolled a blunt and we began to smoke upon the magical herb provided by christ. Apparently it was some "high grade shit" called Dro or whatever and it was quite good indeed. So we got high then a little later drove to Steak 'N Shake to get somethign to eat and our waitress knew we were high and said something about how she had been drinking since 7 that night lol. Then we went back to his house, smoked some more and then I think we sat around watching these 3d visual effects thingies he had. Then we went to bed....overall, it was a quite enjoyable evening.
Bleh...I feel really weird. I'm ashamed to admit that I'm starting to turn into the pathetic, drama queen bitch I used to be involving *him* because last night I was texting him and he was kinda ignoring me, then told me he had to leave to go to some party.And for whatever reason I felt all let down and upset and shit. I got over it soon enough, but I do believe I'm starting to settle into one of those "moods" again. Erin even commented last night that I've been really quiet and withdrawn lately and that's why. Well, I'm out...I got more xanax so it's time to sit here for hours being a loser again. Night...