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If you're friends with me you'd know that i've done some crazy stupid stuff and got off with only a slap on the wrist... Well, without a doubt, those days are gone (if you don't know, don't ask, i'm not gonna tell you). anyway, it's weird to know your life is fucked and yet everything keeps moving forward... for some reason I felt life would take a time out for me, wait for me to catch up, but apparently that's not the way the world spins. But the worst is you're always asking yourself "what if" because you just can't grasp the concept of what happened is permanent. It's my brand and it'll stay with me till the end.
"Hitting bottom isn't a weekend retreat. It's not a goddamn seminar. Stop trying to control everything and just let go."
"Hitting bottom isn't a weekend retreat. It's not a goddamn seminar. Stop trying to control everything and just let go."