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Yea, so I have alot of stuff to do before my trip to the star wars convention...I leave sometime wedensday or very early thursday morning.
-I have to write two papers for english tonight, and finish washing my clothes since like everything is dirty.
-Tommorow I may have to work, if I dont then I plan on going to best buy after class and getting a video camera. After that I would like to hit up the BVM to visit my homie mike. Also I hear that the Toys R Us by the BVM is like deserted and no one goes there, I am hoping that this is the case as there was an toys r us exclusive holographic yoda figure that no one can get around here, they cost 10 bucks and go for 30 easily, if they have them....I will buy as many as are left. Also I want to get a new pair of shorts tommorow.
-Tommorow night I will need to start, finish, and email my projects for visual basic that are due this thursday. Hopefully that wont be too hard, after that I will most likely pack. I will need to clean out my car as well since I am driving all the way to Indianapolis for this, particularly my trunk for space.
-Wedensday I will need to get up early, I may have to work 8-3, but its not very fucking likely im hoping, its getting nicer so some people will actually wash thier own cars and it doesnt get very busy usually in the summertime. I plan on taking my car for a long overdue oil change and finish packing.
-Other then that im pretty much at a loss for when I will be leaving exactly, my cousin originally said 2-3 pm on wedensday. He hasnt really finialized when we will get there with the guy that is letting us stay at his house, so we may just stay here wedensday night and then leave at like 6am thursday since the convention doesnt start till 12pm thursday...and thats only if you have the fanclub pass. If it is anything like it was last time, I dont want to wait in line, even though I can get in at 12, the line was like...15,000 people long down a street last time, and that was when the line started at like 6am, since it is the afternoon and people will have an easy time waking up for it, im sure itll be even worse.
Anyways thats all about my trip, ill prolly quickly update before I leave also.
Lately this really weird thing happened, Lori talked to me online like...4 times in the past 2-3 weeks or so. First time in like 3-4 months I talked to her. So friday night I think that it was she imed me and I was really ignorant, I knew this, but it didnt seem to bother her, then she just signed off after getting mad.
I was thinking of friend locking this or putting in my other journal, but whatever, Lori knows what happened cause she was in it, and people tell her stuff from my lj anyways.
Anyways I felt sorta bad after that and imed her saturday night. She basically freaked out, then she called, she said she cried when I was mean the night before. She seemed really mad for like the first 45 minutes or hour or so. Then we talked for like...2 more hr more. Basically at first im pretty sure we were both crying or something like that, and then we just talked about stuff, actually, mostly she talked. Usually when she would cross my mind the past few months I would just really be pissed, but I dunno she was talking to me and she seems like she at least trys to not screw up her life anymore. I dunno she wants to be friends, and I said ok. I hope that by friends she didnt mean what friends meant before, or that I was gonna pick her up and take her places cause thats not what I meant. At least if she was at the same place I was by coincidence I wouldnt have to ignore her is more what I meant. Im not entirely too sure where she was going with the convo cause at first it was alot of "I want to make things better", and things like that.
Anyways, I started cleaning out my trunk today and found a few items that was just from her or things like that. For one all the putt putt score cards, a picture of her, and a note. I was looking at it and I read the note and it was just a sorta wrote it for the hell of it kinda note, and then I saw some other stuff I saved from things we did together and it was just like, a happy feeling for a second there. I pretty much want there to be someone that makes me even more happier then she ever did, its possible cause, she was really shitty at times ALOT. She knows it.
Pretty much what the last paragraph was saying is that, I dont know where she was going with calling me or whatever, but things wont ever be how they were. I dont expect us really to ever hang out again. She told me I should call sometime, even though im pretty sure I wont. She did most of the talking and its not like there wasnt long pauses, it was the fact that I really didnt have much to say to her.
Anyways it was a weird experience and im pretty sure I didnt tell anyone about it totally, and I had just been thinking about it. I think im not really mad anymore, but I just dont want to have a whole lot to do with anything that bleeds for 7 days and doesnt die right now.
-I have to write two papers for english tonight, and finish washing my clothes since like everything is dirty.
-Tommorow I may have to work, if I dont then I plan on going to best buy after class and getting a video camera. After that I would like to hit up the BVM to visit my homie mike. Also I hear that the Toys R Us by the BVM is like deserted and no one goes there, I am hoping that this is the case as there was an toys r us exclusive holographic yoda figure that no one can get around here, they cost 10 bucks and go for 30 easily, if they have them....I will buy as many as are left. Also I want to get a new pair of shorts tommorow.
-Tommorow night I will need to start, finish, and email my projects for visual basic that are due this thursday. Hopefully that wont be too hard, after that I will most likely pack. I will need to clean out my car as well since I am driving all the way to Indianapolis for this, particularly my trunk for space.
-Wedensday I will need to get up early, I may have to work 8-3, but its not very fucking likely im hoping, its getting nicer so some people will actually wash thier own cars and it doesnt get very busy usually in the summertime. I plan on taking my car for a long overdue oil change and finish packing.
-Other then that im pretty much at a loss for when I will be leaving exactly, my cousin originally said 2-3 pm on wedensday. He hasnt really finialized when we will get there with the guy that is letting us stay at his house, so we may just stay here wedensday night and then leave at like 6am thursday since the convention doesnt start till 12pm thursday...and thats only if you have the fanclub pass. If it is anything like it was last time, I dont want to wait in line, even though I can get in at 12, the line was like...15,000 people long down a street last time, and that was when the line started at like 6am, since it is the afternoon and people will have an easy time waking up for it, im sure itll be even worse.
Anyways thats all about my trip, ill prolly quickly update before I leave also.
Lately this really weird thing happened, Lori talked to me online like...4 times in the past 2-3 weeks or so. First time in like 3-4 months I talked to her. So friday night I think that it was she imed me and I was really ignorant, I knew this, but it didnt seem to bother her, then she just signed off after getting mad.
I was thinking of friend locking this or putting in my other journal, but whatever, Lori knows what happened cause she was in it, and people tell her stuff from my lj anyways.
Anyways I felt sorta bad after that and imed her saturday night. She basically freaked out, then she called, she said she cried when I was mean the night before. She seemed really mad for like the first 45 minutes or hour or so. Then we talked for like...2 more hr more. Basically at first im pretty sure we were both crying or something like that, and then we just talked about stuff, actually, mostly she talked. Usually when she would cross my mind the past few months I would just really be pissed, but I dunno she was talking to me and she seems like she at least trys to not screw up her life anymore. I dunno she wants to be friends, and I said ok. I hope that by friends she didnt mean what friends meant before, or that I was gonna pick her up and take her places cause thats not what I meant. At least if she was at the same place I was by coincidence I wouldnt have to ignore her is more what I meant. Im not entirely too sure where she was going with the convo cause at first it was alot of "I want to make things better", and things like that.
Anyways, I started cleaning out my trunk today and found a few items that was just from her or things like that. For one all the putt putt score cards, a picture of her, and a note. I was looking at it and I read the note and it was just a sorta wrote it for the hell of it kinda note, and then I saw some other stuff I saved from things we did together and it was just like, a happy feeling for a second there. I pretty much want there to be someone that makes me even more happier then she ever did, its possible cause, she was really shitty at times ALOT. She knows it.
Pretty much what the last paragraph was saying is that, I dont know where she was going with calling me or whatever, but things wont ever be how they were. I dont expect us really to ever hang out again. She told me I should call sometime, even though im pretty sure I wont. She did most of the talking and its not like there wasnt long pauses, it was the fact that I really didnt have much to say to her.
Anyways it was a weird experience and im pretty sure I didnt tell anyone about it totally, and I had just been thinking about it. I think im not really mad anymore, but I just dont want to have a whole lot to do with anything that bleeds for 7 days and doesnt die right now.