Nov 03, 2010 12:13
I'm feeling better. Last time I visited Reuelio, he graciously donated to me some "Tylenol 3 with Codeine". Much stronger than regular acetaminophen, ibuprofen, naproxen sodium, etc. I only took one pill and there is not a trace of pain in my body. Even the pain in my mind is fading (though I was well aware that the noticeable increase of my tears' expulsion rate was granted by whoremoans; all I need is a fucking trigger, and goddamnitall, my boyfriend being the slightest bit mean to me is a fantastic one). I can feel my circulation dramatically improved, too, and not in the scary way. Lately I have been having... I don't know, this sounds dramatic - heart problems? Lots and lots of heart palpitations, mostly my heart just racing too fast. A couple of panic attacks, one on Sunday night which was terrible, and another the next night, which was much more mild and tolerable because I had read up on it and knew exactly what was going on, so I was able to keep myself relatively calm. I know my circulation is very poor and I have strong inclinations that my blood is not very rich in iron, possibly even oxygen (only lately suspected this due to my lightheadedness and sparkly lights in my vision happening much more frequently).
I am going to call my dad today and see what I need to do to get back on the coverage. Coverage until age 26, can you imagine?? I'm so glad this health care reform is taking place. Lord knows I wouldn't be able to afford medical expenses for years to come. I haven't seen a doctor in 4 years, and it's been even longer since my last physical check-up. I almost feel sorry for whoever my doctor will be, cos I have a laundry list of things I am concerned about (or that just ought to be checked up on anyway)! And those fucking idiots have the gall to say that Obama hasn't DONE anything yet?? Obama has made it possible for me to get healthy again! Fuck you naysayers!