So frustrated!
I feel SO fat! Last night I was dumb enough to feel decent about myself b/c I was at a party where most of the girls (and it was a huge party) were all bigger than me. That was definitely a fluke. I went to the gym this morning - I am SUCH a cow! Out of probably 25 girls in my class, seriously 20 of them were thinner than me! I wore a tank top, and I was so ashamed and embarrassed. It was definitely motivating, and I guess I needed that wake-up call.