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i've really considered trying to keep this thing up to date but things happen so quickly and it seems that i just don't have time, but since i don't have to work until five today i'll make a quick attempt to say something.
everything is going pretty okay. i have one of the best friends in the world and he makes everything fun. spent yesterday going four wheeling in his truck. let me drive it and taught me exactly how to drive a standard shift. i loved it. we managed to rip off his exhaust! started making a really weird noise and i look back and i'm like, "um, do you need that?" "awe fuck," he said. hahaha i almost died. we loaded up in the back of the truck and went home after that. it was crazy. he's a psycho, i don't even think i'm joking. seriously.
spent the night and we stayed up talking to his mom and watching american idol. i was happy that girl won but i really wanted bo to. rhonda cried. bryan laughed at her. and i just sat there and made fun of all the idiots that were on the show who really couldn't sing.
that's basically what my life has consisted of, other than work. i work so much anymore and i don't even care. i almost walked out on them the other day and the responsible person in me wouldn't let myself do that. all i could think was, "fuck. i'm growing up." usually if i wanted to quit a job, i'd not even give a notice... i'd just call and be like, "um, i'm not gonna be at work today.. or tomorrow.. or ever." the other day, when i almost quit i sat over there and told myself not to open my mouth and say a word about it until i had another job lined up. started thinking of all the possible places that would hire me and i came up with subway in lovely. it's just as much work, if not less and i'd get paid the same amount not to deal with stupid bullshit. but then my manager apologized and things were alright after that.
i like my job and i like who i work with.. it's a good job until i get my car fixed and get into school.. so, why quit it unless i have a *really* good reason to or another job lined up.
so yeah.
i'm rambling but i'm finished anyhow so i'll leave it at that.
everything is going pretty okay. i have one of the best friends in the world and he makes everything fun. spent yesterday going four wheeling in his truck. let me drive it and taught me exactly how to drive a standard shift. i loved it. we managed to rip off his exhaust! started making a really weird noise and i look back and i'm like, "um, do you need that?" "awe fuck," he said. hahaha i almost died. we loaded up in the back of the truck and went home after that. it was crazy. he's a psycho, i don't even think i'm joking. seriously.
spent the night and we stayed up talking to his mom and watching american idol. i was happy that girl won but i really wanted bo to. rhonda cried. bryan laughed at her. and i just sat there and made fun of all the idiots that were on the show who really couldn't sing.
that's basically what my life has consisted of, other than work. i work so much anymore and i don't even care. i almost walked out on them the other day and the responsible person in me wouldn't let myself do that. all i could think was, "fuck. i'm growing up." usually if i wanted to quit a job, i'd not even give a notice... i'd just call and be like, "um, i'm not gonna be at work today.. or tomorrow.. or ever." the other day, when i almost quit i sat over there and told myself not to open my mouth and say a word about it until i had another job lined up. started thinking of all the possible places that would hire me and i came up with subway in lovely. it's just as much work, if not less and i'd get paid the same amount not to deal with stupid bullshit. but then my manager apologized and things were alright after that.
i like my job and i like who i work with.. it's a good job until i get my car fixed and get into school.. so, why quit it unless i have a *really* good reason to or another job lined up.
so yeah.
i'm rambling but i'm finished anyhow so i'll leave it at that.