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i really want a chance a chance that will propose me to do better, something that will make a difference and benefit. any chance will do any last chance. and this time i won’t screw up. i won’t take advantage of the offers I have.
it was a drunken confusion that lured me. it implied into entrapment by artifice. insincere behavior. deceitful cunning heart.
i’m in a vague consciousness. i can only retain the clear obvious things that are happening now. these past few months have been a big cloud. i can’t keep up with all of this. it all just catches up with me. interpretation has been an incomprehensible trait for me now that i’m not restrained.
Its confusing. i want to test myself almost if i wanted to be taken advantage of so i can see how far things can go. i want to do something better for once and create beautiful works rather than make everything worse in quality. susceptible and haven’t gave a damn about the world.
i don’t recognize anything anymore and most of all myself. i don’t have any potential like i did before. i don’t expect anything i had well before to be better now.
it was a drunken confusion that lured me. it implied into entrapment by artifice. insincere behavior. deceitful cunning heart.
i’m in a vague consciousness. i can only retain the clear obvious things that are happening now. these past few months have been a big cloud. i can’t keep up with all of this. it all just catches up with me. interpretation has been an incomprehensible trait for me now that i’m not restrained.
Its confusing. i want to test myself almost if i wanted to be taken advantage of so i can see how far things can go. i want to do something better for once and create beautiful works rather than make everything worse in quality. susceptible and haven’t gave a damn about the world.
i don’t recognize anything anymore and most of all myself. i don’t have any potential like i did before. i don’t expect anything i had well before to be better now.