Blah blah blah
Usually by the time I get around to logging on lj, it always seems to me that there is not much left to say. Usually a lot of the thinking I do is when i'm offline, and by the time I arrive on it- i feel too tired to repeat myself. The one thing I probably noticed by now is how annoyed I get whenever I have to do that.
Pretty much i've basically come to the conclusions that all these years I have been staying up late at night, having difficulty going to sleep- probably from having too much on my mind, all simply because of people who happen to be in my life one way or another end up doing things that causes me to worry or wonder how I feel about it all.
In result, i stay up until 7am the "earliest" and find myself too tired the next day, or lack of one because i would be waking up as late as 5pm. It's decided that whenever I allow myself to be worried by people, or thinking so much that I lose sleep- I end up basically ruining my life. As long as I continue this irregular sleeping pattern, allowing myself to be bombarded with peoples problems- or the problems that are caused when I am around, or problems that arise when in some way or another; I'm practically allowing for this to ruin my life!
Indirectly, innocently, and obliviously.
I don't have the time to let that get in the way anymore. I have dreams to fulfill, and as long as I have an irregular sleeping pattern, there won't be much accomplished. By now I find the reason to sleeping on "reasonable" hours of the night, all the more reasonable =)
Pretty much i've basically come to the conclusions that all these years I have been staying up late at night, having difficulty going to sleep- probably from having too much on my mind, all simply because of people who happen to be in my life one way or another end up doing things that causes me to worry or wonder how I feel about it all.
In result, i stay up until 7am the "earliest" and find myself too tired the next day, or lack of one because i would be waking up as late as 5pm. It's decided that whenever I allow myself to be worried by people, or thinking so much that I lose sleep- I end up basically ruining my life. As long as I continue this irregular sleeping pattern, allowing myself to be bombarded with peoples problems- or the problems that are caused when I am around, or problems that arise when in some way or another; I'm practically allowing for this to ruin my life!
Indirectly, innocently, and obliviously.
I don't have the time to let that get in the way anymore. I have dreams to fulfill, and as long as I have an irregular sleeping pattern, there won't be much accomplished. By now I find the reason to sleeping on "reasonable" hours of the night, all the more reasonable =)