Full Steam Ahead

[anai3e]

It's back into full steam ahead mode after retreat *sigh*. But I have to say, I am so glad I went to retreat. It's not necessarily that I learned all this stuff about myself and about others, although that was good. It was just such a positive experience. Everyone got along brilliantly, people talked to others outside of their circle, people actually shared things in small group time. I was just so taken aback by everyones participation and attitude towards the camp. Although I did have a... Umm... I suppose you could call it a mental collapse, where I fell into myself and got pretty distraught, but I got through that episode with the help of a good friend. That was what I was most afraid of during camp, that I would fall into myself like that and share things I wouldn't normally have shared. I knew it would happen, and I was right. But I cant see it completely as a bad thing. I am so glad that I got that pretty much last opportunity to spend time with my awesome friends and stay up past lights out (=O!) and talk about boys haha. I'm just so glad that after all these years I've finally found friends that actually care about me and can accept me for who I am, not who I should be.

But in other news, everything has been going reasonably steady. Having a few issues in certain areas of my life, but I wont go into that. At the moment all I can really think about is school school school, and I never thought I could let it take over my life like this but it has. But I'm actually glad that I care about school so much now, I feel bad when I don't do things etc which is a change from not giving a shit last year. I'm reasonably on top of everything now so thats good, doesn't mean I can slack off though.

Enough of my blabbing on, some people have lives here Sabrina. Thats all from me.