General happiness
In the interests of not being completely negative (who the hell do I think I'm fooling? I AM completely negative. So, in other words, in the interests of attempting to fool you all) there are actually a few things making me happy right now. A list is called for!
1) My icon. It makes me happy (although not in my pants. Just so you know.). Not that I need to appreciate the awesomeness of Star Trek anymore than I already do...but now I CAN.
2) School is almost out. 'Nuff said.
3) My IRL friends are generally awesome; none of them will read this, I'm sure, but it needs to be said.
4) My brother, although generally being an emotionally jacked-up...jackass has actually been rather pleasant to me the past few days. This, despite the fact that there's been major drama between him and my parents (said drama apparently started with an hour-long screaming/pushing/yelling/hitting fight that occurred while I was away. Yay for good timing, I guess). So, while I am really trying not to get my hopes up, it could mean that he's moving towards being able to get a handle of his emotions and deal with them in a way that is more fitting to his actual age (15) than the way he normally deals with them (like a three-year-old who can hurt you).
5) I'm pretty sure I'm going to go through life being mediocre and average and it's not bothering me at all. Being happy suddenly seems like much more of a priority than being dazzlingly successful (being minorly successful is still okay).
6) I'm going to make pudding tomorrow.
7) Soon I'll be taking a mini-vacation with aforementioned awesome friends and we shall gain weight, I shall avert my eyes from the TV as blood splats across it, and it'll be all-around amazing.
1) My icon. It makes me happy (although not in my pants. Just so you know.). Not that I need to appreciate the awesomeness of Star Trek anymore than I already do...but now I CAN.
2) School is almost out. 'Nuff said.
3) My IRL friends are generally awesome; none of them will read this, I'm sure, but it needs to be said.
4) My brother, although generally being an emotionally jacked-up...jackass has actually been rather pleasant to me the past few days. This, despite the fact that there's been major drama between him and my parents (said drama apparently started with an hour-long screaming/pushing/yelling/hitting fight that occurred while I was away. Yay for good timing, I guess). So, while I am really trying not to get my hopes up, it could mean that he's moving towards being able to get a handle of his emotions and deal with them in a way that is more fitting to his actual age (15) than the way he normally deals with them (like a three-year-old who can hurt you).
5) I'm pretty sure I'm going to go through life being mediocre and average and it's not bothering me at all. Being happy suddenly seems like much more of a priority than being dazzlingly successful (being minorly successful is still okay).
6) I'm going to make pudding tomorrow.
7) Soon I'll be taking a mini-vacation with aforementioned awesome friends and we shall gain weight, I shall avert my eyes from the TV as blood splats across it, and it'll be all-around amazing.