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sadly I just realized that today is the 20th and if eric and i were still together it would be a year today. I dont know why i torment myself with crap like that. Its not even like im sad anymore it just sucks. There are still so many feelings between the two of us. I just want them to settle. Weather they settle together or move on. I hate this wavering. Anyways i ditched class to type a report but i have yet to start so i better do that before i type anything else. *sigh*