Someone get me a gun
God, I don't know what's up. I may not see Jackie tommary... God, it really sucks. I just hope beyond all hope possible that I can see her. She means the world to me. There's nothing that I'd rather do than be with her. I pray to God that I see her. If not, I don't know what I'm going to do. I mean, it's like this: Picture yourself, waiting to do something more than you ever have wnated, ever. You have been waiting for two weeks to do it, and on the last day, when it's almost there. It's probably taken away. What would you do? I mean God, I love her so much. I really want to see her! I really need some help to deal with this problem.