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Jun 23, 2007 11:56

Just sitting in my bed waiting. Waiting for Daniel to text me an tell me when and where to meet. I hate waiting. I like schedules and plans - this is not something I like. I'm not impulsive. It's past 12 and I hoped we'd get time before his bbq tonight. WE'll meet for coffee - hopefully it'll happen and it'll be nice. I'm panicking bc I'm afraid he's forgot about me and our date. I'm a wreck let me tell you that!

I'm studying still. Can't remember a damn thing. My brain's all fucked up. I have the wirst memory - dad says I need to eat fat.. not... Just gonna study all weekend. I feel fat still tho my tummy's smaller.

On monday I get summerholiday and in a week I'm going to the Roskilde Festival:) Gonna see MUSE, My chemical romance, Björk, Nephew and what not. Can't wait.
Last time I was there I lost 7 lbs in 8 days - I hope it'll happen again even tho some of it was water. I need to lose down there! 
My friend and I talked about it and she was like "If you're intending to lose while we're there forget about it, I'll force you to eat every day!" - fuck her. I mean I love her but leave me the fuck alone.

I'm meeting up with 2-3 guys too down there. Damn. I'm not ready for that yet.

I'm so nervous right now! Will Daniel contact me? Has he forgot me? When to meet?  Where? FUCK??

Ann.So
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