May 22, 2007 20:21
Went to grouptherapy today.. I was so stressed! My pulse is usually 45 but today it was 88... that's alot for me!
School was cancelled today so I went shopping and then did my homework
I've eaten too much today:(
BF: 5 pieces of candy + 1 wholewheat bun
Lunch: 1 wholewheat bun
snack: 5 spoons ot cereal
Dinner: 1 piece of lasagne (no cheese, no cream)
YUCK I ate A LOT today:(
I feel big now:( But I'm gonna walk for an hour soon so hopefully I'll burn a bit..
A guy stopped me this morning on the street and asked for my number - lol - of course I didn't give it to him:)
Mum called me this morning and told me to pull myself together and ACT for once. I scratched a lot but I didn't cut. It was bleeding tho
I'm gonna see my therapist tomorrow morning, then school and then seeing my parents in the evening..
I don't know if I want to see Jacob afterall - I think I'm gonna cancel him bc we're supposed to meet tomorrow but I don't really want to.. I'm gonna shop instead