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So tired.. and so nervous. Tonight is the opening night of Camelot, and I have to do my little solo bit as Nimue. I love the song though. It's so pretty! Randomly posting teh lyrics.
Follow Me
Far from day, far from night.
Out of time, out of sight...
Follow me, dry the rain.
Warm the snow, where the winds never go...
In a cave by a sapphire shore,
We shall walk through an emerald door.
And for thousands of evermores to come
My life you shall be...
Only you, only I.
World farewell, world goodbye.
To our home 'neath the sea,
We shall fly, follow me...
This is the point where Nimue is luring Merlin off to the cave where she's going to lock him in there for hundreds of years! I may not be all seductive in a skimpy little Tinkerbell outfit like Ivette, the other girl who's double-cast in the role with me.. but I'm enticing in my own way. Jason, the guy who plays Merlin (as well as Pellinor) says that he wants to follow me more than he does her. xD Then again, that might have something to do with the fact that he wants to fuck me so badly, or so he says. Anyways! I'm gonna try and get pictures of me in my li'l Nimue costume thingy tonight before the show. OH, and I'm wearing my dress as a chorus member during school today. To promote the show, you see. >_> Certainly not because I love any opportunity I can get to be weird and make people look at me funny. Tee hee.
I'm beginning to have second thoughts about the whole Chuck thing. I mean, last night.. he lied to me. It was just a little thing, but still. I hate being lied to above all else. Especially by him. And he knows that! He knows me better than anyone, better than I even know myself. And so we got in a big fight, and I went off to bed all depressed.. cried myself to sleep as has become my norm for.. two months and seven days, to be exact. I mean, I love him, but he's driving me crazy! I guess what it comes down to is.. I want us to get back together, but more than that, I just want him to be happy. And if that means not being with me.. well.. so be it. I'm not sure what to do. I just wish I could read his mind, or that he would actually talk to me! I think what we need is a mediator, one who knows us both and who is our friend. Or rather who he considers friend enough not to lie to them. -_- That's his problem. He lies to people when he thinks they don't need to know something about him. He's just antisocial and hateful that way.
..Wow. That's two rather long paragraphs about absolutely nothing. And I'm on the phone with Chuck, and I'm gonna have to get ready for school soon, so.. yeah. Bai.
-'Manda
I'd give anything to give me to you
Can you forget the world that you thought you knew
If you want me,
Come and find me
Nothing's stopping you so please release me
I'll believe
All your lies
Just pretend you love me
Make believe
Close your eyes
I'll be anything for you
Nothing left to make me feel anymore
There's only you and everyday I need more
If you want me
Come and find me
I'll do anything you say just tell me
I'll believe
All your lies
Just pretend you love me
Make believe
Close your eyes
I'll be anything for you
I'll believe
All your lies
Just pretend you love me
Make believe
Close your eyes
I'll be anything for you
Anything for you
I'll become your earth and sky
Forever never die
I'll be everything you need
I'll believe
All your lies
Just pretend you love me
Make believe
Close your eyes
I'll be anything for you
Evanescence - Anything For You
Follow Me
Far from day, far from night.
Out of time, out of sight...
Follow me, dry the rain.
Warm the snow, where the winds never go...
In a cave by a sapphire shore,
We shall walk through an emerald door.
And for thousands of evermores to come
My life you shall be...
Only you, only I.
World farewell, world goodbye.
To our home 'neath the sea,
We shall fly, follow me...
This is the point where Nimue is luring Merlin off to the cave where she's going to lock him in there for hundreds of years! I may not be all seductive in a skimpy little Tinkerbell outfit like Ivette, the other girl who's double-cast in the role with me.. but I'm enticing in my own way. Jason, the guy who plays Merlin (as well as Pellinor) says that he wants to follow me more than he does her. xD Then again, that might have something to do with the fact that he wants to fuck me so badly, or so he says. Anyways! I'm gonna try and get pictures of me in my li'l Nimue costume thingy tonight before the show. OH, and I'm wearing my dress as a chorus member during school today. To promote the show, you see. >_> Certainly not because I love any opportunity I can get to be weird and make people look at me funny. Tee hee.
I'm beginning to have second thoughts about the whole Chuck thing. I mean, last night.. he lied to me. It was just a little thing, but still. I hate being lied to above all else. Especially by him. And he knows that! He knows me better than anyone, better than I even know myself. And so we got in a big fight, and I went off to bed all depressed.. cried myself to sleep as has become my norm for.. two months and seven days, to be exact. I mean, I love him, but he's driving me crazy! I guess what it comes down to is.. I want us to get back together, but more than that, I just want him to be happy. And if that means not being with me.. well.. so be it. I'm not sure what to do. I just wish I could read his mind, or that he would actually talk to me! I think what we need is a mediator, one who knows us both and who is our friend. Or rather who he considers friend enough not to lie to them. -_- That's his problem. He lies to people when he thinks they don't need to know something about him. He's just antisocial and hateful that way.
..Wow. That's two rather long paragraphs about absolutely nothing. And I'm on the phone with Chuck, and I'm gonna have to get ready for school soon, so.. yeah. Bai.
-'Manda
I'd give anything to give me to you
Can you forget the world that you thought you knew
If you want me,
Come and find me
Nothing's stopping you so please release me
I'll believe
All your lies
Just pretend you love me
Make believe
Close your eyes
I'll be anything for you
Nothing left to make me feel anymore
There's only you and everyday I need more
If you want me
Come and find me
I'll do anything you say just tell me
I'll believe
All your lies
Just pretend you love me
Make believe
Close your eyes
I'll be anything for you
I'll believe
All your lies
Just pretend you love me
Make believe
Close your eyes
I'll be anything for you
Anything for you
I'll become your earth and sky
Forever never die
I'll be everything you need
I'll believe
All your lies
Just pretend you love me
Make believe
Close your eyes
I'll be anything for you
Evanescence - Anything For You