Project Resolution: Fun.
I want to apologize for being so oddly flaky lately, everyone. Work and erratic administration of medication has had a horrible effect on me physically and psychologically.
I'm leaving in a few days for New Orleans. Since I haven't had an opportunity to shop for family or friends in DC I'll have to wait until I get to Dad's. A part of me wanted to just hide at my dad's house for a few days and not venture out of the suburbs but since I need to do some hardcore shopping, it looks like I'll be going to the mall on the Mississippi (mom says it's open). I'm dreading seeing the city. Really dreading. I'm already getting upset all over again. I'm certain that as soon as I see the city in person I will just fall apart.
This post was supposed to upbeatish so I will quit digressing.
I *think* I might be somewhat open to start dating again. Ally pointed out how standoffish I am in public so I am starting to work on that. I think my public affront and my years of singledom are quite corrolated. While I am working on those smaller issues, it will all amount to being part of my Project Resolution: Fun.
I think I've been watching too much TLC/HGTV/FOOD Network, etc., etc., etc.
I'm leaving in a few days for New Orleans. Since I haven't had an opportunity to shop for family or friends in DC I'll have to wait until I get to Dad's. A part of me wanted to just hide at my dad's house for a few days and not venture out of the suburbs but since I need to do some hardcore shopping, it looks like I'll be going to the mall on the Mississippi (mom says it's open). I'm dreading seeing the city. Really dreading. I'm already getting upset all over again. I'm certain that as soon as I see the city in person I will just fall apart.
This post was supposed to upbeatish so I will quit digressing.
I *think* I might be somewhat open to start dating again. Ally pointed out how standoffish I am in public so I am starting to work on that. I think my public affront and my years of singledom are quite corrolated. While I am working on those smaller issues, it will all amount to being part of my Project Resolution: Fun.
I think I've been watching too much TLC/HGTV/FOOD Network, etc., etc., etc.