Blessed
I'm awake now at this unusually hour, trying to contain everything that is running through inside of me. It was either the caffeine and shower or that maybe for some really unreasonable reason I may just be slightly frightened by the fact that how I am feeling right now would be lost when I go to bed and wake up later in the afternoon.
I mean I do not really have anyone in mind right now to talk about it and sharing it with, but this feeling right now is so great that I have so much to thank for, so much to be happy and grateful for and that I am so driven right now, with my mind and heart racing so hard and ever so ready to start my life with God.
I had lost so much in me before and since I found Him, I searched and today found myself looking further than I ever had and you know for the first time in the longest time, or even ever at all, I feel like there IS faith in me in achieveing something good. I have so much faith in me right now on the things I never thought I'd ever be considered, like my studies. And for the longest time I have felt like being in ITE for 3 years when my own family feels like it's the worst place I could be, I see it now as a "narrow road" (as Ps Yong would say) and I am ready to embrace it!
I couldn't be happier right now, and I thank God for it.
I mean I do not really have anyone in mind right now to talk about it and sharing it with, but this feeling right now is so great that I have so much to thank for, so much to be happy and grateful for and that I am so driven right now, with my mind and heart racing so hard and ever so ready to start my life with God.
I had lost so much in me before and since I found Him, I searched and today found myself looking further than I ever had and you know for the first time in the longest time, or even ever at all, I feel like there IS faith in me in achieveing something good. I have so much faith in me right now on the things I never thought I'd ever be considered, like my studies. And for the longest time I have felt like being in ITE for 3 years when my own family feels like it's the worst place I could be, I see it now as a "narrow road" (as Ps Yong would say) and I am ready to embrace it!
I couldn't be happier right now, and I thank God for it.