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I purged last night. Gross. I hate that but I had no choice. I ran 8 miles yesterday but Mexican food was just too much. I haven't told my husband and I fear that my ED is taking over again. Last summer was awful and I almost wound up in the hospital by Dec. I don't want that to happen again but at the same time I can't continue to be this fat. It's disgusting and makes me crazy.
BREAKFAST: diet coke (0 cals)
LUNCH: bagel with lf cream cheese (400 cals)
GYM: ran 4 miles (400 cals)
rock climbed for 30 min. (50 cals)
TOTAL: -50 cals
WE're having friends over tonight to play poker...food and drink...I'll have to run again today to get ready for that.
BREAKFAST: diet coke (0 cals)
LUNCH: bagel with lf cream cheese (400 cals)
GYM: ran 4 miles (400 cals)
rock climbed for 30 min. (50 cals)
TOTAL: -50 cals
WE're having friends over tonight to play poker...food and drink...I'll have to run again today to get ready for that.