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this song is wayyyy too cute. & im just ready for a guy... I am and im not, im hurt from my last relationship but im also just like fed up.. and usually I go back to this other kid but like Im not.. he wants to and he tells me all the time what a regret he made not choosing me before him and yada yada all this stuff to fuck with my head and they were best friends so ya know what, neither.. they both fucked me , like with my head of course. so neither of them really deserve me..
im here and cali and im actually blessed to be here.. i feel more blessed than ever really and theres just so much going for me in life out here. yeah i get debbie downer sometimes, but who doesnt? and more so with you know who than any other time. so its good to let go, (again) and every ending has a new beginning. :]
just not sure if im ready right now or if i should wait.. I guess ill have to wait considering theres really no options right now anyways lol.. one day.. one day :]
for now, tons of hw, school, job, focusing on bigger priorities. once those settle in, and maybe i feel happy about myself, ill finally let someone back in my walls :] ahhh!! i love fall<3 so blessed<3
im here and cali and im actually blessed to be here.. i feel more blessed than ever really and theres just so much going for me in life out here. yeah i get debbie downer sometimes, but who doesnt? and more so with you know who than any other time. so its good to let go, (again) and every ending has a new beginning. :]
just not sure if im ready right now or if i should wait.. I guess ill have to wait considering theres really no options right now anyways lol.. one day.. one day :]
for now, tons of hw, school, job, focusing on bigger priorities. once those settle in, and maybe i feel happy about myself, ill finally let someone back in my walls :] ahhh!! i love fall<3 so blessed<3